Something is seriously wrong with me these days. Tired? Probably. But i'm beginning to think that it is not going to be a good excuse for me to be like this. Being tired doesn't give me the right to let me emotions overwhelm me and lost all control of myself and being mad or whatsoever. Sigh.
I think i'm stressing myself up over stuff. It's been a long time since i felt this way liao actually. Great improvement! =D But is that considered as being ________? Haha feel in that blank yourself. For some reasons, the word is just not there. I wonder, a few months down the road, would i still remember what that word is. But anyway, it isn't really a nice memory, so if i forget it, wouldn't it be better? =D
And i feel like it's dropping into a vicious cycle again. It seems that i am growing numb to it. Unknowingly, i didn't even realise how much i did today and how much free time i got. But thank God in between all this, there's still time where i was smiling widely from EAR to EAR. Hahaha. I think it's working! =D I'm starting to remember happy stuff and started smiling again! Yay! =D else i think i really no need to sleep tonight. It's 3am already, and i got to wake up real soon!! Think i should go and freshen myself up and wake up my idea. Till next time! =D
It doesn't feel nice to be able to feel that something is wrong, yet not able to know what exactly is wrong.Kudos to anyone who understands this blog post. =D God bless! =D
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