Thursday, July 26, 2007
It's actually 1+ am now... clicked de create post at 11.59pm but nvr type for so long...
I wan deforestation... I hate LOGs... i wan go loggging... burn all de LOGs away la... along wif all de roots... 1 big fire burn dam all... along wif my slow brain...
ok enough wif de crapping... dose ppl's brain who can catch fast enough n noe Amath should noe wth i'm talking abt... logarithms... roots... de alpha n beta... sianz la... yes it is today's math paper... i slept too late ytd n my brain nt functioning well... den i can b dam cocked eye... i can't even c beta - alpha = 2 can b changed into beta = alpha + 2 den can b sub into alpha + beta... OMG... i'm dam DUMB... den de 2nd roots qn i can't even rmb dat alpha sq + beta sq = (apha +beta) sq - 2 alpha beta... ain't i dumb??? i'm such an idiot... yes i m... den i'm stuck wif 5^x = 2... i can't even think of using lg both sides den x lg 5 = lg 2... so x = lg 2 / lg 5... den use calculator find value... I'M SO STUPID~!!! if my brain wasn't dat lag... i could get 29/30... den i can get 90+ marks le... Nooo... now i hope Mr Lee will 仁慈 abit... count claz test 30%... den at least i can get 70... screwed up tis term... other den phy... i hav no confidence in other things... though dey may end up scoring gd... which is of coz wat i hope... tis term actually awakened me... went studying wif john n wei rong at woodlands library aft PDS training n eating... found it to b a nice n condusive environment to study... much better den yishun library... ended up studying for hist elec de essay... den went talking abt our classes aft de lib close...
seriously i dun lyk my claz... gt ppl who take other ppl for jokes... joke n fool ard when their results r nt dat gd... or rather i b more direct... our claz overall results sux la... but still gt ppl fool ard in claz... den teacher hav to stop n scold dem... waste time... den in d end dey ask qn coz dey nvr listen... wa lao... wan screw dun make us all screw oso mah... i wan get into gd JC de leh... no chioce... work towards my passion... dose frm my claz should noe wat it is... is wat i did for passion portfolio... i'm bloody stressed up now... dam scared i can't get A1 for my O lvls CL exam at de end of de year... 4 days aft my Bday is de paper... wat a nice bday i will hav tis yr... can giv me an A1 as a bday present??? haiz... hope everything can b changed for de better...
end wif something wierd... arrogance is de mother of all failures... failures is de mother of success... so thus i conclude dat... arrogance is de grandmother of success... i noe wat u wan to say... wateva... diaoz... lame... yea... it has a short leg n a long leg... dat's y is lame... bull shit? CH4 methane is produced... anyone nid a lighter to light some fire?
I wan deforestation... I hate LOGs... i wan go loggging... burn all de LOGs away la... along wif all de roots... 1 big fire burn dam all... along wif my slow brain...
ok enough wif de crapping... dose ppl's brain who can catch fast enough n noe Amath should noe wth i'm talking abt... logarithms... roots... de alpha n beta... sianz la... yes it is today's math paper... i slept too late ytd n my brain nt functioning well... den i can b dam cocked eye... i can't even c beta - alpha = 2 can b changed into beta = alpha + 2 den can b sub into alpha + beta... OMG... i'm dam DUMB... den de 2nd roots qn i can't even rmb dat alpha sq + beta sq = (apha +beta) sq - 2 alpha beta... ain't i dumb??? i'm such an idiot... yes i m... den i'm stuck wif 5^x = 2... i can't even think of using lg both sides den x lg 5 = lg 2... so x = lg 2 / lg 5... den use calculator find value... I'M SO STUPID~!!! if my brain wasn't dat lag... i could get 29/30... den i can get 90+ marks le... Nooo... now i hope Mr Lee will 仁慈 abit... count claz test 30%... den at least i can get 70... screwed up tis term... other den phy... i hav no confidence in other things... though dey may end up scoring gd... which is of coz wat i hope... tis term actually awakened me... went studying wif john n wei rong at woodlands library aft PDS training n eating... found it to b a nice n condusive environment to study... much better den yishun library... ended up studying for hist elec de essay... den went talking abt our classes aft de lib close...
seriously i dun lyk my claz... gt ppl who take other ppl for jokes... joke n fool ard when their results r nt dat gd... or rather i b more direct... our claz overall results sux la... but still gt ppl fool ard in claz... den teacher hav to stop n scold dem... waste time... den in d end dey ask qn coz dey nvr listen... wa lao... wan screw dun make us all screw oso mah... i wan get into gd JC de leh... no chioce... work towards my passion... dose frm my claz should noe wat it is... is wat i did for passion portfolio... i'm bloody stressed up now... dam scared i can't get A1 for my O lvls CL exam at de end of de year... 4 days aft my Bday is de paper... wat a nice bday i will hav tis yr... can giv me an A1 as a bday present??? haiz... hope everything can b changed for de better...
end wif something wierd... arrogance is de mother of all failures... failures is de mother of success... so thus i conclude dat... arrogance is de grandmother of success... i noe wat u wan to say... wateva... diaoz... lame... yea... it has a short leg n a long leg... dat's y is lame... bull shit? CH4 methane is produced... anyone nid a lighter to light some fire?
11:59:00 pm
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Dam hiong la tis wk... MR finish still hav lessons... mon was eng 1 h 40 min... den today... ss n chem... 1 aft another... wa kao... den tmr phy n geog... oso 1 aft another... at least giv us longer break la... will die de leh like dat so pia... gt a feeling i'm gonna screw tis term lyk shit la... haiz... like dat how i get my A1??? fat hope... my L1R5 can only depend on my term 4 de 45% liaoz sia... if i screw dat up den i'm dead le... anyway... seeing someone dat i noe for a long time getting so depressed everytime when we hav MRs... coz afraid of nt doing well... i noe he juz dun wanna say it out... but i noe he's afraid he wat his mom said will come true oso... who wun b scared... even my score nw i oso scared dat i may screw up my final yr... den end up screwing my entire percentage... haiz... i look forward to go into de same claz nxt yr... n if can... same JC den same claz again... den is really can set world record le lor... ok la... gtg study for my geo le... phy i dun care... no chioce... geo i will die worse... dat's all... but in fact both oso muz study... juz in case i screw le still gt something to pull me up... i dun actually blame de teachers... as my teachers seriously not bad... i juz dun understand y... lack of motivation of my claz??? mayb... my score lyk dat can get claz position 13 (not trying to show anything)... den i go other claz lyk will tio own la... sianz... enough talk... action speaks louder den words...
11:00:00 pm
I dunno y de hell m i blogging at tis time when i m dam dizzy nt n i hav to reach sch by 7am tmr? or rather today... i was juz frantically preparing for my MRs tmr... ah yes still online now... na... he went offline nt long ago... juz in a few hours time... i'll b taking my social studies MR follo by my chem MR... woah... is it 1 paper aft another... can we like slp in between? i guess i'll b dam tired... i hesitate to whether i should mug... or rather i use de word study... coz my claz MR... phy i nvr study i can score... but chem i study i score dam low... is like wth... n tis had always happened to me le... so it's nt de 1st time... dere's something bloody wrong wif it... n i dunno wth... wierd... should i study or nt? better do... coz i dunno anything... xP well de following is a reflection of myself... wonder if u should read on?
i'm actually quite happy to noe dat i've such achievements... nt everyone can achieve such respect... hehe... nt trying to boast or wateva... i juz glad for myself... wat i thought came out perfectly... thx a lot to dose who respected me... n for dose who dun... i wonder y... come to think of it... mayb i'm kinda friendly... n kind too... actually i find dat most of de time i actually care more abt other ppl... in other words... i treated dem better den treat myself... of coz dose r de ppl dat i feel truly deserve my care... like some ppl... forget it... it spoils my mood... met him today... AGAIN... nvm... actually to think back... i hav been suffering in silence myself... fighting through obstancles wateva... it's kinda nice when someone juz offer u some wishings or wateva... at least u noe dey care... wateva ppl do to me... i will do de same too... i wan ppl to noe dat i actually care n do treasure de relationship between whoever it is... n wat i mean relationship dose nt mean BGR or wateva... mayb i juz think too much... but dat's uniquely me... i tend to think deep into some stuff... sometimes when de solutions r juz as simple as it is... i tend to think more deeply... whenever i'm alone n all quiet... i used to sit down n start thinking... mayb dat's when sometimes i think of stuff dat r nt dat happy... i'll start EMOing... which is definitely nt a gd thing... i used to juz think n juz forget abt it... but here i m typing it all out... well dat's de whole purpose ain't it? for ppl to understand me more... so if u really read until here... or juz skip until here... try to stop n think... do u care abt me???
well i feel dat i'm writing something wierd... time to go hav my 3 hours + of slp... nitex...
i'm actually quite happy to noe dat i've such achievements... nt everyone can achieve such respect... hehe... nt trying to boast or wateva... i juz glad for myself... wat i thought came out perfectly... thx a lot to dose who respected me... n for dose who dun... i wonder y... come to think of it... mayb i'm kinda friendly... n kind too... actually i find dat most of de time i actually care more abt other ppl... in other words... i treated dem better den treat myself... of coz dose r de ppl dat i feel truly deserve my care... like some ppl... forget it... it spoils my mood... met him today... AGAIN... nvm... actually to think back... i hav been suffering in silence myself... fighting through obstancles wateva... it's kinda nice when someone juz offer u some wishings or wateva... at least u noe dey care... wateva ppl do to me... i will do de same too... i wan ppl to noe dat i actually care n do treasure de relationship between whoever it is... n wat i mean relationship dose nt mean BGR or wateva... mayb i juz think too much... but dat's uniquely me... i tend to think deep into some stuff... sometimes when de solutions r juz as simple as it is... i tend to think more deeply... whenever i'm alone n all quiet... i used to sit down n start thinking... mayb dat's when sometimes i think of stuff dat r nt dat happy... i'll start EMOing... which is definitely nt a gd thing... i used to juz think n juz forget abt it... but here i m typing it all out... well dat's de whole purpose ain't it? for ppl to understand me more... so if u really read until here... or juz skip until here... try to stop n think... do u care abt me???
well i feel dat i'm writing something wierd... time to go hav my 3 hours + of slp... nitex...
1:33:00 am
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Going to hav eng MR tmr... dam sianz... is like dam fast... 5 wks gone juz like dat... lesser n lesser stuff to blog abt nw... i starting to feel sianz of everything... sometimes i juz wanna slp through de day... feeling dam sleepy nowadays... dun get de zest as last time... i'm losing myself again... zzz... wat's de cause of it? i dunno... i wan to noe... c my blog post getting shorter n shorter le sia... last time used to b so long... haiz... anyone can make me smile again?
8:57:00 pm
Monday, July 16, 2007
Today had de GCE O lvls CL Listening test... i was dam scared la... not scared of de test... is becoz de stupid invigilator la... keep adjusting de radio... sometimes when i can hear clearly le he still adjust... den become i cannot hear... thankfully at last can hear liaoz... phew... juz b4 de test sia... n dey hav to change de whole radio... dunno for wat... actually wan type more but i dun bother la... lazy mah so dat's all... xP
11:43:00 pm
Sunday, July 15, 2007
I noe it's dam lag... de NCC Day had been already gone aft 1 wk... jerrell juz reminded me abt youtube so i went to find de video... so here it is...
NCC Day Parade 2007 March-In
NCC Day Parade 2007 Inspection
NCC Day Parade 2007 March-Pass
follo by de pics cuurently dat r sent to me...
NCC Day Parade 2007 March-In
NCC Day Parade 2007 Inspection
NCC Day Parade 2007 March-Pass
follo by de pics cuurently dat r sent to me...
Actually in tis pic i'm nt dat short... juz to suan ah yes so i bend back... hehe xD
So dats all yea...
11:46:00 pm
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Ah yes... tis O lvls CL oral is finally over... todays qn was quite easy la... now up nxt is de CL listening test on mon leh... wan noe wat's de passage... tune in to de radio on mon at 2.30pm... 94.2 fm i think... nt sure... O lvls de sia... heng nt morning 8am... later i scared i late... lolz... o yea... for dose who dunno... i'm still sec 3 tis yr... juz dat i'm taking HCL so i'll b taking my O lvls CL test tis yr n my O lvls HCL test nxt yr... dun understand... den go ask ard ba... i oso dunno how to explain when i say until like dat u oso dun understand though... relax u r nt stupid... xP anyway back to de point... so aft my oral... i went for de NDP performance training... taught de sec 2s a few drills... wif de sec 3s slacking ard as usual... did waterfall, foward toss n rotation wif john lau... trying to figure out de drills... gd thing is can modify sia... so aft de training... i went to talk to de sec 2s while de others play tai dee or wateva in de store... den we went to eat chicken rice for dinner... freezing ppl n poisoning dem too... went paz dunno how many SNG... den go kachiau flimPy... den saw 1 ny de... john goes like... ahem... den was lke rg... bishan dem popular seh... anyway i dun bother typing so much... since only flimPy tagging nw sia...
10:06:00 pm
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Having sore eyes for de 2nd day le... been having mc for de last 2 days... sianz... at home dam sianz... can't do anything... but only gd thing is no nid wake up so early to go sch... so instead i spent my time sleeping... i'm mc till wed... thx for all de concerns... my eyes r better le now... perhaps i'm going sch tmr... for de PDS... if nt i'll b wondering how de hell will de training goes on... john can teach de drills... but de performance drill list n de songs r wif me... how de hell can de training goes like dat? mayb i sent dem de doc n de song juz in case my eyes turn bad again tmr... or i juz dun feel like going... xP hehe... who noes... mayb something will happen tmr to make me stay at home... but i seriously dun like de feeling of staying at home when i haven't take my O lvls CL oral... hmm... juz wan settle it asap... y everytime i wan rest dat time is always gt something dun let me rest properly de... zzz... sianz... o yea btw... if u read until now... u still haven't noe dat i've changed my skin... den i seriously recommend u to go c a doc... ur eyes r worse den mine... mine is sore... urs is blind... hehe xP nt cursing u... but 1 thing... how can a blind person read tis??? wierd... mayb u r juz lagging... or like SOME ppl... i wonder who...
4:56:00 pm
Monday, July 09, 2007
Ah yes... NCC Day parade is finally over... de parade turned out a nice 1... of coz thx to de GOH... hahaz... ah yes... n de supporting contigent too... dey were like drilling de whole day when we were slacking... how sad... so yea finally something off my load... but nxt comes my O lvls CL oral today... it will begin like 15 mins frm nw... n wtf m i blogging at dis time??? well coz i gt sore eyes n i'm at home... MC until wed sia... sia la... should get aft my O lvls CL oral mah... den no nid hav so much prob... sianz sia... dam f***ed up la... miz oral... gt to wait until my eyes get better den go back... arh... can use my eyes threaten examiner... say if he or she dun giv me high marks den i stare at dem until dey oso get sore eyes... jk nia... how can like dat??? it wouldn't work anyway... dey could juz shut their eyes up... den when i'm gone i'll b marked down... worse... unless dey r stupid den i nth to say la... getting tired of having tissues by my side to wipe off de tears in my eyes... mediacorp can find me le la... no nid eyedrops... auto gt tears de... dam sianz la... keep flowing out... so aft my O lvls CL oral... i still hav a PDS performance to go... hopefully dat's de last thing on my list... well it is nw... CURRENTLY only... hope no more would come... hopefully sia... argh nw waiting for our dear CSM warren to send me de photos dat we took in no. 1... haiz... o anyway... m i dat scary??? y everyone so scared i visit their blogs??? argh dun understand nvm...
2:00:00 pm
Saturday, July 07, 2007
I've been not posting for lyk a wk... n i keep feeling dat i long time no post sia... anyway... tis wk had been dam busy... lyk totally no time... n i dunno y... nw my weekends r gone oso... today CIP... tmr NCC Day Parade at HQ... hmm... sianz... mr flimPy sort of elightened me... should i change my bloody attitude... arh nvm... attitude to his??? follo schedule??? de prob is can or nt? 江山易改, 本性难移... like dat how??? dunno la... hope can change for de better... but weren't it b more hectic n more stressed up??? n even more time wasting??? arh sianz... i'm lost... today's earth day i think... m i right??? dere's some concert going on nw... but i'm watching channel 8... some chinese movie... arh nvm... i'm suppose to do some choreography for de PDS performance on our sch NDP... so yea... tis is a short post... gotta go plan n prepare for my O lvls CL oral tis coming monday... but wat's dere to prepare???
10:23:00 pm