Seriously, what's this world coming to? I don't know, and I don't have an answer.
Anyway, I don't know what's wrong with me. Awhile ago, I was calculating the hours left (never mind what hours), and I suddenly got very very stressed up. There's something seriously very very wrong with me, and I don't know exactly what is it. I can only guess here and there, but it's getting really irritating for me. Why have I become so dependent? What happened to the old me? I don't know. Vanished into thin air after that long saga? Sigh.
I don't like this period. Smiles are vanishing from faces that I would think it's the last place it would vanish from. But it seems like I'm wrong. It's getting increasingly disturbing that everyone around you have faces turning from =D to :) to :| or even :( or T_T . It just don't feel good seeing all these changes around you but you cannot do a single thing to salvage that very smile that used to cheer you up whenever you looked really down and sad. I really really want those radiant smiles to be back! Can't we just smile and face A levels instead of going towards it saying, "I'm going to die.. I'm so going to die!"? Die die die.. Why not ask those thoughts to go die? Lols! God bless! =D
I want to SMILE, and i want to see SMILES around me, much more than anything else in the world! =DSMILE! =D
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Then again, why can't i be the smile ambassador? =D For fun, laughter and joy! =D
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34
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