The feeling of guilt is really tormenting - absolutely, totally tormenting. Actually, I can't seem to blame anyone right? Sigh. Oh and I don't know what's wrong with me recently. Firstly, I fell and scratch myself. Secondly, I got a strong headache. Thirdly, I vomited yesterday due to gastric flu. I shall not go into details. If you had a little common sense, you would know that didn't assuage my pain - it intensified it. Oh well, it's okay. I won't fall so easily.
Oh and I realised I forgot to blog about something yesterday. I was too exhausted yesterday and I fell asleep. When I woke up, the headache + the gastric flu totally overwhelmed me, and I apparently wasn't in the right mind to blog. Anyway, I'm sure the word "EMO" isn't a foreign word to many. But what really is emoing?
Well I opine that there's two kinds of emoing - the controlled kind, and the uncontrollable kind. They pretty much explain themselves actually. Haha why does this sounds so much like a GP essay? Maybe I've been having too many timed practices till I become insane already. But anyway, I think I prefer the controlled kind of emoing. It really does help in settling myself down, though it's very easy to just cross over to the uncontrolled kind. I guess till this point, maybe you think that I am talking rubbish. Well, perhaps I am. I'm mad. Really.
The worse you can feel, is when you don't feel anything at all.Pro^2crastinator kills! Hate it.
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