What does a comedian do? Cheer people up? Make people smile? But wait.. Have you ever wondered what happens when a comedian is sad? Who will make him/her smile?
I wanted to blog on Friday, but i lost my mind and ended up clicking aimlessly on the internet. I wasn't even clicking on links, i was just clicking on one tab to another and back and forth. My mind was in a mess. The combination of 2 such innocent words, 'what' and 'if', will give you 'what if' and starts a thousand questions in your mind, just like how it did to mine. My mind was all burnt up, just like how my dad's laptop charger did. Saturday was worse. I did not even feel like waking up. All i did was to wake up, see the time, close my eyes and go back to sleep. I was dreaming all the way and waking up countless times, which explains why I am having a headache now. Somehow that is the reason why i am still not able to sleep now despite my eyes being exhausted thanks to the dreams.
I'm not dead, not yet. I'm just quite disappointed with myself. I think i just put myself in a very bad situation for now, but i guess it's no use lamenting at my cruel fate now. I guess i will have to move on. There's no one around me close enough for me to really rant out to, since a lot of people were affected this time round. Well, it's not an epidemic, it's just.. you should be able to guess. Haha. I don't want to bother them anymore i guess, so my blog is still a good option. Oh on a side note, i do blog with the thought that there are people reading my posts, so i won't find it weird if you happen to know what's going on with me. Anyway, it's time to brace myself up for the coming week. It's not going to be easy i guess to survive the week. I need today to prepare myself for it, and then, face it! What's past is past. Now, look ahead. Remember i'm on a road with no U-turns. Too bad if i missed a turn..
Ah yes! I can feel myself coming back now. Somehow, my soul seems to be taking a vacation somewhere since Friday. Welcome back! :) It's like 4.21am now, and i can hear crows making noise. No i don't live in Jurong Bird Park - the bird asylum maybe. :P Oh by the way, i'm hungry now! AGAIN! Even i cook maggie mee to eat like at around 1+ i think? Never mind. I shall just go sleep. Good morning! :D
If you let an opportunity slip by you, there's no use going back to look for it. It won't be there anymore. Continue ahead and open your eyes wide to look for another one. :)I miss my piano! =D
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