Is it me or is the weather extraordinary hot? I'm just sitting here in my living room typing and i'm sweating as if i'm running my 2.4km run right now. Maybe it's just stress? I have no idea.
I thought i have already started to walk out of the trauma, but i guess i'm still lingering around the tunnel, not towards the light. No i am not angry; in what way do i sound like i am? Haha. I guess i'm really just very disappointed. But it's no use being disappointed right? Nothing will change for now, unless i wake up and walk out of this. Yes! That's it! Get out of this tunnel like right now! Wake up!
Maybe i will consider setting the chorus part of this song as my alarm tone, then i shall see whether i really will wake up or not. My bio-clock is screwed up once again. My body doesn't know what time to sleep, and i'm not controlling it well either. It's now 1.27am in the morning and i'm still sitting here, so you know what i mean. Sigh. And i'm getting old and weak already. My body can't stand how i am torturing it so it's reacting negatively. And of course mentally thanks to the scar left behind my someone, it's not helping but dragging me down instead. I need to walk out of this. Really. If not my dreams and everything will be reduced to nothing. Work hard! =D As i fumble through some stuff, i'm really scared. What if i really don't make it? :(
Only in the darkness, the light shines the brightest. And it will guide you out of it.
Hotel Echo Lima Papa
11:56:00 pm
Me
Samuel Wong SP
the rest is for me to know and for you to find out! =D