Note to self: Control! Stop hovering around here!
I'm back again! Yay! =D To think i almost hit my lowest just this afternoon after the harsh cruel fact dawned on me.. It's just simply amazing! Thank God! =D
Haha. Feel so good to be back alive again. At least i know i won't be wasting any more time feeling like an idiot or acting as if i'm okay - when i know i'm obviously not okay. It's one day down and 3 subjects back already. 2 more to go! Is there any hope or not? I don't really know, but i'll definitely try my best to receive all the blows and then counter it! =D
I think it's kind of strange. Whenever i'm emo/sad, i think i'll have much more to post then when i'm in a good mood. I think maybe it's because my mind tends to think a lot when i'm down, but goes the other way round when i'm happy. So does that means i don't use my brains when i'm happy? Probably. Haha. Got to go! =D
There's no use avoiding the problem. The only way to stop it from bothering you is to face it and then find ways to overcome it! =D早知今日, 何必当初?!
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