I don't like this feeling. My body seems so tired even after getting more sleep then usual. But then again my usual is like 3 hours? Haha. I guess it's really exhausted from all that abusing. =X If i ever can find the time, i will definitely treat it better! Question is when?
Anyway, i got a thought while watching TV yesterday. Yes, i know.. This is why i'm so in need of time! =X Back to the story. I was thinking of how the decisions someone made affect those people around him. Actually, how do you actually determined what kind of decision is right, and what is wrong? There's just no definite answer. But very often, we make our decisions from this selfish point of view. It's not that we're intentionally being selfish sometimes, but it's just that we're so used to be thinking for ourselves and what we want already. Well, as the saying goes, "人不为己, 天诛地灭". We often made decisions based on what we think it's right, but how often to we try to understand what the person/people affected by your decision actually thinks is right? It's all about "me, myself and I". But these decisions were sometime made with the cliche phrase, "for your own good". Sometimes we sound as if we know what is good and what is bad, but why do we make wrong decisions sometimes then? Nobody is perfect.
Actually, this is only made even obvious when authority comes into the picture. Often we see parents deciding for their children, claiming that they do not know what is best for them. But do they know themselves? Most would say yes. Study and get good results. Be the first in this, be the first in that. Don't all these sound very familiar? But i guess it's true to a certain extent. Parents provide the discipline that everyone in the world (including themselves) needs in order to perform. Self discipline is not always available. In fact, it's getting increasingly rare. Ain't i a perfect example of that? Haha. I guess ultimately, a good balance is still what i think will be the best. =D
Woah it's been a long time since i actually typed out my thoughts like this. Haha. I wish i could convert that into a GP essay. Sorry. Too stressed over the upcoming prelims and A levels already. I have to admit that i am stress, even though i don't really feel it sometimes. I've got 2 messages telling me i looked stress already, which never ever happened before. Guess when they say JC is the most stressful period of your study life, it would be true. Well, it's just a few more months to go! Strangely though, i don't really want it to end, for some reason. But on the other hand, i can't wait for it to end! Haha.
There's just so many things i want to talk about now huh. This post is getting really long. If you're reading this, i have a question for you. Don't you think it's really cool to know someone that has so many things similar to you? I guess that's when communication moves from just talking, to understanding. That's the best result you can get, isn't it? :) Alright time to clear some hours!
We often seek to feel happy and feel loved. But what we're forgetting is that we can only feel happy and loved when sadness and judgement exist! :)Balance.
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