Happy National Day! :DWell i got my rest, although my sick body demands for more. Now what? I seriously need a bottle of insecticide - one that is strong enough to kill both the flu bug and the lazy bug in me. I'm waiting for the chance to check more boxes on the right, but it seems like it's going to be tough, as usual. My mind has difficulty concentrating, even as i am typing this blog post. I think i would refer to my state now as the 'stoning mode', where i'm practically just dazing away, many thanks to the flu bug. -.-
Every morning i wake up feeling all better, and thinking that finally the flu bug is going to disappear. However, as the day goes on, it starts coming back to haunt me again. I feel like i'm on a drowsy medicine the whole day, even though i never took any medicine. I just don't want to go sleep and while my time away, not that staying awake is making me anymore productive, but still.. I just want to make myself more productive - like improve my PPC/LRAS if you get what i mean. I need to stop finding excuses for myself, stop blaming the computer, stop blaming stuff that doesn't even breathe to tempt me... It's all my own fault. And of course most importantly, I got to stop regretting. Time to wake up, before it's all too late. Prelims is coming already. No use getting stress with no actions. Sigh.
Effort may not always equals to results, but it is definitely part of the equation. What's left is to find out what is exactly missing that will make the equation valid.Whiskey
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11:38:00 pm