Who is there to believe in me when the rest of the world don't?
Many many things happened recently. My life seems to be in a total chaos, but it still appeared so fine on the outside. That's the power of illusion. I'm tired of all these. The hatred seems to grow. I don't even bear grudges for long last time. -.- I'm starting to experience things i have never experienced before. How will it all turn out? I don't know. Sigh.
I feel that i am turning weaker and weaker. I have no idea what is the exact reason - perhaps it is what happened on and off throughout last year. I don't know. I really don't know things anymore. Why am i like this? Seems like i really need to work very very hard to get back to my original state. But what's my original state? Lol. I'm in a state of confusion. Think i need some sleep. And my interview is coming this Thursday! Great... -.-
Sometimes when things get really complicated, you just wish they could be much simpler. The sad fact is that they can't be.
Dried eyes.
12:21:00 am
Me
Samuel Wong SP
the rest is for me to know and for you to find out! =D