What's happening now? When i choose to ignore myself and then i realise that i am right again? Isn't this too much of a coincidence? I mean luckily i didn't make any rash decisions yet. But what about the instances in school? I don't know. Like seriously, how did things ever turn into this state? Sian. -.-
Oh and my i've been trying hard to control my brain lately - success to a little extent only. Apparently, i wanted to blog a few times, but thanks to the internet that suddenly rebelled, or my mood, i didn't. That's a classic example already. And the fact that i keep wasting and wasting time despite the short amount of time left to so many deadlines, it can be seen clearly how this is not working out. Too bad. I can only try harder. There's no other way out, is there? No pain, no gain. I would definitely rather experience the pain now than to regret not trying harder later. But is there time? :(
I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to slack, and slack, and slack. Since when i became so lazy? I have no idea too. Perhaps it's after all the 'tortures'? Lols. Great. I'm so sleepy now even though i slept quite a while just now. How am i going to survive like that? Haiis. Interview, interview, interview!! =X
Sometimes when too many things are in actively in your mind, it will just "poof" and go blank, just like when there's too many power plugs on a socket, the circuit breaker will trip.Blank mind.
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