I never imagined that things would turn out this way... This morning, when i first opened my eyes, i didn't feel like getting up immediately. I just felt like sleeping back again and again when i open my eyes for numerous times. The feeling of giving up hope on myself comes back to haunt me yet again. I just don't feel the motivation to get up. Things like, "what for get up?", appeared in my mind. I realize i have yet again drop down to a self degrading state.
I fell asleep while typing this, and it shows how tired i am the whole day. I just feel super duper lethargic, and unmotivated to do anything at all. I wasted a day, in fact, these few days. Haiis. What happened to me? Where's the spirit in me? Lost...
The heart and the mind needs to work together. Otherwise, you'll be forced to make a decision.Trapped
6:31:00 pm