8th April is my competition day. Will you cheer for me and support me from the faraway place, or would you just simply feign ignorance? o.O How i wish it can be the former. One word like 'jiayou' or maybe 'all the best' will work wonders on me, but i guess it seems to be like just an unrealistic dream. I don't dare to tell you upfront, for fear that you may say i'm seeking attention again. =X You know who you are, and don't ever ask me questions if you are not. I have enough of stuff to bother me already.
It's 2am in the morning and i'm going to start Monday with a sleepy face in school again. There goes the slack week, which ain't exactly slack after all, and upcoming weeks are simply crazy. My competition is on the coming Thursday. I really wished i could squeeze into top 4 and at least get a medal, but i am really not confident in getting one. Out of 11 competitors including myself, i'm sure there are at least more than 4 that have started wushu in secondary school, or even in primary school. How am i, after being so lazy for the past year, going to beat them? This is going to be tough, but i ain't going to give up just like that. People say the greater the dreams, the greater the disappointment. But if you don't even dare to dream, you are simply just squashing all the hope with your bare hands. Tuesday would be the last training, and i have to sleep early and just try my best! :)
What's the use of having hopes and dreams? It's for the sake of your motivation to make them ALL come true. :)Long busy weeks ahead...
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