It's been a rare sight to see me awake at such an early time in the morning on a weekend for a long time. I actually slept for 16 hours (getting up several times at night) till this morning. :) It seems like i have finally recovered from my serious lack of sleep, but i shall just hope it won't happen again.
Anyway, i had the best lunch ever yesterday, though it could be better if the weather wasn't that hot. I went to a coffee shop near my house and ate alone - sitting under the fan and eating my bowl of laksa. It's not because the laksa was very nice. It's the peace i got then, something which i have not been able to get recently. Now i know why someone likes peace so much. :) Too many things happening recently that got my mind working very very hard. Worried for this, worried for that, troubled over this, troubled over that. In addition to that, i get home only later and later. My mind just ain't getting enough rest. Hence, the vicious circle (hey i still remember it's not vicious cycle! :D) came again, which actually got me into more troubles. =.= Never mind. It's all over now and i shall not let it repeat again! :)
Oh and have you ever thought of how far you will go for something you really want? o.O I think the most important thing is to be optimistic that you will achieve what you want in the end. Although you will get disappointments this way, but at least that's what keep you going! :) If you're going to give up halfway, you're giving up any chances of you succeeding at all! Nothing is definite until you give up! Some things can wait, there's no hurry to give up now only to regret it later! :)
No matter what, i will wait till everything or at least most of the things are settled before any decisions are made. :)Heart VS Mind... the YES or NO battle.
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