I realised how a pathetic state i am in now. I hope this time round i have really woken up, and it's for good. If i continue this pathetic state, i would bound to crumble some day and i am going to regret it. So since now i currently have a chance to fix my life (or rather i sincerely hope i do), i better fix it right NOW! :) I have been really really unlucky recently. Uncountable unfortunate events showered upon me. It was really tiring for me, but being the optimistic guy i am, i actually survived through it. I brought the trouble upon myself (for some cases), so i practically have no one to blame. So be it! I shall do something about it! :)
Sometimes i wish i could be emo more longer. I would really want to share some emoness from someone, then it'll much possibly be a win-win situation. But things aren't that easy, as usual, so i guess it can only be a daydream. I do hope despite this, things can turn out much better then it will be. I trust my feelings, and i believe that after everything, things will definitely be much better. :) I shall not stay here for too long. Time to do my work! :)
Seeing is believing. I will only believe it when i really hear it from the horse's mouth. :)Emoness/Happiness
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