Knew it isn't the perfect time to blog, but i just can't stop this sudden rush of emotions that i want to express out. Talking about this, what exactly is emotions? o.O What you see on the outer surface? I don't really think so, because what you see on the outside, may not be what is actually happening on the inside. I realised something - your environment shapes you. Of course it can't do anything to your personality in the first place, but apparently it can create a false image of you and just changed you without you noticing. Scary huh? Indeed it is scary. By then, people around you would realise that you have changed, and may misunderstood you and hence walk away. Just how many people will actually try to understand what in the world happened and why things turn out this way? There won't be many, and considering the fact that these people won't have the time to care about everyone, the numbers can only get lesser.
I had wanted to blog about a lot of stuff recently. Happy incidents, sad incidents, complaints and everything! But i didn't have the time to do so. I didn't even have the time to be myself anymore, so i chose to only concentrate on someone. Sorry but i can only take that much with the huge amount of stuff on top of me, but of course no matter what, i will only fork out time for someone. Anyone who knows me well enough will understand. :)
Two paragraphs of 'foreign language' up there ain't going to let my readers understand what is going on again, will they? Haha. This one should be easier to understand. I don't understand why i am getting so slack again. The "don't care" feeling is overwhelming me - so much that i can literally don't care about anything (except things related to someone, ain't you honoured xP). Come on Samuel Wong! Stop being so lazy would ya? Tsk tsk. Can't believe i scolded myself countless time here and it isn't working. It's 2010 already! WAKE UP! Maybe it will be better after Chinese New Year. Will it? o.O
If i were to forget everything just like him, would you be like her and try so hard just to make me remember everything again? o.O林達浪与陳寶茱 Joanna Fung and Jacky Wu
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