I am going to start the first post in the year of the tiger with an emo post, how nice. I seriously need a place to relax myself, and i guess this would be the only place for now. I haven't been having enough sleep again, which probably explains the time i am blogging now. I know there isn't any time left actually, but i really need to express it out before i can concentrate. =X
Why not start the year with a happy post? I wished. However, this Chinese New Year seems extra weird - something is terribly missing. It's not really because of the Chinese New Year mood - I don't have that often, more like holiday mood only - but it's really something that is missing. Reunion dinner doesn't seems like one anymore. It has just simply become a situation where just everyone eats from the same dishes on the table, at a different time. It was so bad that i would rather be doing vectors. =.= I tried to stay awake the whole night, but ended up falling asleep at 4+ on the sofa, which actually marks the beginning of nights on the sofa again.
First day of new year already something bad happened. I don't wish to elaborate again - those who know will know. Second day was better, but not very good either. Is it me or is the taste of the food gone down? o.O Third day was more or less wasting time, nothing much, except going down to the floating platform to view the 春到河畔. I took some pictures, which i am kind of lazy to upload now. I shall upload next time. :)
Interestingly, when i started blogging, the emo feeling fades away and i tend to forget about it. Maybe is the weariness that is coming to take over my brain, resulting in me forgetting my emoness. It's not bad too - at least this post will not be that emo. :) I shall hope things get better along the way! But it seems so hard to come true...
What you don't see, doesn't mean that it does not exist. Now i know what you mean by surreal.Ticking time bombs...
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