OMG! I slept for the whole day! Yep. That's what happened yesterday (December 16th). I guess i am more and more like a full time owl, that i actually didn't even see daylight at all. I actually woke up at 12+pm and every hour plus after that, but i didn't actually got out of bed. Crazy huh. :) It's getting super duper unhealthy for me if i carry on like this, and i am already feeling the effects of it. I was feeling super duper sick when i woke up, having a huge headache and flu and so on. That got me really stressed up which in turn adds to my headache! Irritating huh. Haha. And amazingly, after it sort of disappeared now. It does help not thinking about it. :)
I feel like i am rotting now. It's time to wake up; actually it's past the time to wake up, but apparently i am still in my 'rotting' state. I have a lot of things awaiting me to do, and i just can't seem to get the motivation to do them. Of course! That's because i don't even get the motivation to wake up now. What a failure! =X This can't go on. I am just like ignoring whatever things that is happening around me, like as though i am escaping from something, and diving into my own world. Am i? o.O WAKE UP SAMUEL WONG SUI PENG!!
I chance upon this somewhere:
Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn't even feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn't mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let go!Is giving up the only option? o.O or perhaps there are other options? Haha. I guess ultimately it is up to you to judge whether it is worth it or not. Am i right? As long as i feel it's worth it, why not? :) Perhaps i am really just not strong enough to let go, but i'm happier this way - it's just not my style by giving up. Ain't i weird? xP
Now i'm finally posting what i saw in my trip to malacca in a gift shop. They have those kind of keychains with a tag on them. You know what i mean.
A friend is someone who chooses to understand you,
care for you, help you, without any reason.
A friend is someone,
who is by your side in each and every season.
A friend is someone who can be trusted
without doubt tell him a secret
and it will never come out.Ain't that nice? :) I have one more.
A friend should be someone who will always be there;
to take time to listen, to help out to care.
A friend should be someone who makes you feel good;
Who is able to cheer you when no one else also could.
A friend should be warm, understanding and true;
Someone you trust
Who will let you be you.Don't you think that's true? :) I wonder whether i could be like that, or perhaps better. :) Oh it's going to be daybreak soon, and i wonder how i am going to react to my dad's face as soon as he wakes up and see me not sleeping. Full time owl? Nope. Please get back to normal soon!
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade! When you feel like no one actually cares, I do. :)心病还需心药医!
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