I realised my blogging frequency have been greatly minimized to the bare minimum. Haha. In fact, you can safely say that i don't actually blog anymore. That partially explains why my tagboard is so dead. Actually, even if i do blog, my tagboard still will remain quite dormant since not many people can understand what i am blogging about. Don't you all agree? I am assuming there's still people checking this rotting blog for a long awaited update - otherwise, i will be talking to air. :)
Anyway, my mind has been largely preoccupied recently by many many many stuff - as many as you can imagine. They are not exactly schoolwork - in fact, since when school work will be kept in my mind? Haha. I always forget about them fast. Maybe you will start asking me what am i so preoccupied about, but i really can't say. So don't start imagining things. If you're so free, spare me some time, would you? :)
Haha. I lack the inspiration these days. Sometimes i have the sudden urge of blogging, but it just fades off so quickly. I created quite a number of post before this, but i never managed to complete them. I think my mind has been constantly bombarded by lots of stuff going on, until things just change suddenly - and the worse thing is, it could only get worse as the end of the year approaches. I seriously need to get a hold of myself before something happens again. It seems like i get better and better controlling myself thanks to a certain someone who 'trains' me to do so. xP
Promotional Examinations. This is coming real soon, but i am of course super not prepared, and i am not even preparing yet! What's with all the talk and goals and whatever, but i just can't control myself to do it? I don't know. Don't i always go against what i say? Those who knows me well should agree with that. :) I haven't really found an effective way to study - a way that could keep me going on and on studying. Things around me just change too fast for me to catch up, much less devise a plan of what to do. I think if i found a way to just even convert 50% of what i think to actions, it's already an magnificent feat. I think perhaps even 10% too! I would have accomplish a lot if i could do that. Great ideas without actions = nothing! =X What should i do? o.O
Lots and lots of questions left unanswered. I don't know the rationale behind it, but i do hope that i could know even if it's nothing good. :)Does anyone understand what i am posting about? o.O
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