This blog seems like it's going to rot. It's not that i am busy in anyway - more like i'm busy slacking. My tagboard is quite dead too, but at least i know that there are still some (i don't really know how many) silent readers out there. Nobody knows what to tag anyway since most don't really understand my post.
Anyway, i think i really need a place to release the stress build up inside over the days. A lot of things happening and it's all going in and no way of going out. It doesn't really feel great when i end up emoing, because i tend to curl up in some 'defensive position' and it's as though the whole world owes me. I end up creating problems for people close to me, and i don't want that - what for?
I think i must be very very irritating recently. I wanted to help other people, but instead i think i created more trouble by emoing rather than helping. -.- Oh and i gave more chances of nightmares attacking me, and the frequency of them coming is increasing till it gets to figures like 3 nightmares in a short time of only 5 hours? Crazy. End up i will have headaches which gets me more irritated. I really need to calm myself down. Does anyone have any suggestions? o.O
I am sorry for hurting you and giving you extra stress when you clearly have more than enough stress already. I need to calm down!Fluctuating emotions. My keyboard's screwed. -.-
12:50:00 pm