Was dragged out of bed early this morning again, thanks to me having my 8th Simulator Flight today. Well, it went on quite smoothly, which was rather unexpected, because my past experiences when i had lack of sleep, i usually screw things up terribly. Perhaps it's caused i was rather relax about it? Haha. It seems rather true; you really need to have a relax but prepared attitude towards things before you can excel in them. Too much of either relax or stressed up is not good - balance is the best! :)
Very often, some or rather most of us will go on the relax too much first, and in the end we end up stressing ourselves out because of the limited time left at the eleventh hour. The rare few (correct me if i'm wrong) would stress themselves out first, but couldn't cope and try to relax, and once they do, they don't see the motivation to stress up again. That's how imbalance this is. I guess it's time for me to really strive for the balance - that thin line that i have to set foot upon, and not fall over to either side. I think that's how i will be able to cope with everything i have now, and still stay happy and cheerful. The question would be really how do i do it? I don't know but i hope i will be able to figure out in time - that is before anything disastrous happen, and there is still time to salvage the situation. I certainly hope so, and i hope for all the best! :)
No matter what happens - good or bad, tough or easy, or whatever, I will be there to go through it with you. :)Watch over me please.
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