Now now now... How did i become like this? What happen to my resolve? What happen to my determination? What happened to my motivation? Where's all my drive at the start of the year? ALL GONE?! No. It has not been forgotten - not yet. So why have i become like this?
I supposed many things happened along the way through this half a year - too many things in fact. There were lots of ups, and there were certainly lots of downs too as well. One by one it passed, and it shapes me up, though at the same time it worn me out too. It's getting worse and worse as the end of the year approaches - tougher and tougher it will become. I have lost myself, and i let myself sink in and in, to a state i completely lose control of myself. What is this?! What happen to all my aims, goals and targets already?!?!
NO. NO WAY it's going to carry on like this. It's time to wake up. Tomorrow marks the start of a new term - a busy one. It also marks the start of the second half of the year. Last but not least, it's the first day of mid years. I know many people out there are dreading the start of tomorrow. I used to dread it too, but now i don't. I look forward to the arrival of tomorrow. It's not that i am prepared already - i am not, but i will be! It's just like what my flying instructor scolded me. I let the error appear in front of me. I did not make any corrections and just let it be. Then the error aggravates, and i still continue to let it be. I know this took a long time, but no way i am going to allow this error to aggravate anymore. This time round, it's going to be corrected! IT WILL BE! xD
I realised it has always been the pot calling the kettle black - for both ways.The cold exterior... along with the warm interior. xD
7:23:00 pm