Haiz. Okay, what a way to start the post. It's the first post of the month somemore. Today went for some test at CMPB area, quite a weird test i must say, and i think i didn't do quite well. I really have my fingers crossed this time that i can pass both test so that i can continue flying, and become a pilot. =X
Enough about the test. I been hit back again. Is it because of what happened on that fateful friday (29/5)? I feel so helpless once again, like i'm no longer able to help cheer someone up again. What happened? I seemed lost again. Where's my direction? Where's my heading? Where am i? I don't know. It's just like suddenly i got to know some person appeared and things start to change, or did they change at all? Was i helpless from the start? So many questions filled my mind, but i don't even have an answer for anyone of them. Am i thinking too much? I seriously have no idea. I don't want to entertain those thoughts at all, but they just flood my mind like some overflowing sink. What is this feeling? EMO? Why? I DON'T KNOW!!! AHHH!!! Going mad already! I don't even know what's going on... =X
I can't see anything in front of me - afraid to take the next step out.I need a change of light bulb. =X
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