I was contemplating about whether i should start blogging now. I have not blog for a certain number of days. Yes, i was busy, but that is only part of the reason. The other part is exactly what happened just now. Every time i had an urge to blog, i began adding into consideration other factors - questions such as "what do i have to blog?", "how long would i spend blogging?", "shouldn't i be sleeping instead of blogging?" etc came diving into my mind. The result of that? I ended up not blogging.
It's not really a big deal about whether i blog or not. It's not like my blog is going to run away or it'll change or anything. It's the matter of fact that this sort of things happen to us unknowingly. By "this", i meant we kept questioning ourselves whenever we are deciding whether to do something or not. I am not trying to say that we do should not ponder over our actions before we do something - that is a downright stupid thing to do. What i am trying to say is that, perhaps at some point of time, we over question ourselves, so much that we began to doubt ourselves. I guess "paranoid" will be a good word to use to describe that.
Being paranoid will really hinder your progress. When you lost hope of yourself or the thing you are doing, you will unintentionally lose your motivation to carry on as well. That is the time where you will go into your pit stop and then stop for a period of time, long or short, until some other things happen that bring your motivation back and gets you going along the road. Opportunities don't come by often, and time and tide waits for no man. Opportunities and time are things that when gone, will never ever come back again. You may come across another opportunity similar to something before, but you lost the chance to have the opportunity to try again if you failed the first time. Time really is drifting by - sometimes so quickly that we may lose sense of it.
Come on. I believe you can do it, and you got to believe in yourself too. "Trust yourself, rely on yourself..." I know it is hard, because i myself tends to doubt myself too. You really won't know the results of things unless you try - you are no fortune teller, so you can't tell the future. Your mind is your driving force, so you got to keep it fresh, so that it will be able to work together with your heart and push yourself on. Staying happy will be the catalyst, because it keeps your mind fresh. :)
According to Newton's Third Law, you motivate me in one way, i will motivate you back in another way, and together, we will move forward.4am. Time to sleep. =X
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