I appreciate the effort to keep my blog alive. Thanks. (: I thought of blogging on a few occasions, but obviously i didn't. I think i am slapping my own mouth with my last post, it's just that my blog ain't a living thing, so it really doesn't makes a difference as to whether i tell my blog i am busy or what. Never mind if you don't get what i am trying to say. I know i didn't do a good job phrasing over here.
I think one reason as to why i didn't really blog frequently is because my brain don't seem to function well. I can literally understand something during lessons - that includes know how to apply it to questions as well. It all seemed so simple at the lectures, but the next time when i faced them in the tutorials, i just stare at it blindly, because i seemed to forget everything. That's a big problem already, because that's where procrastination kicks in. When i suddenly do not understand everything, my motivation just dwindle and disappeared. The next thing i will do is obvious - procrastinate. Seriously, my work ain't a lot yet. I just can't fathom why i just can't seem to complete them. Maybe my heart is somewhere else while i am doing them.
Being happy is what's keeping me awake, but after things start to quieten down a little, the effects of that will start to wear off and the weariness is back on full scale. I guess the March holidays next week will come in handy. I think i am weird enough, because only now then i feel the force of my commitments, maybe because i used to do whatever i want according to my mood. Time to learn some responsibility. Please do take note, the above only applies to me. JC life ain't that hectic at this moment - not yet.
Let's jiayou together! xD But before that, let's rest first.Unlimited wants - limited resources - scarcity.
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