The lectures started for 3 days already. I shall say it's still quite okay this 3 days since it's still on the slow pace - when the real timetable come out then we know what is meant by the word 'late'. And the fact that my Youth Flying Club course is starting on this Saturday, i foresee a hectic year ahead. I do have other commitments as well. Oh well, i have chosen my goals and aims this year and i shall be and will be responsible for it.
I think those who actually know what i am doing will say i am crazy or something, especially the seniors, because they know that even passing promotions ain't an easy task. Haha. I think i am like spamming myself with activities, as though whatever i imagine will definitely come true that easily. It's called imagination for a reason. Well, we learnt from Economics that we have infinite wants and finite resources, didn't we? And that leads to Scarcity - i foresee having to make a lot of decisions as to which i should hold on to, and which i should give up.
For that, i should enjoy life now while i can - before i feel the pressure when everything come crashing down on me. I sound like i am scaring myself, don't i? Yes, it's true. I got scared by seniors and teachers on how hard
PASSING the exams are, not to mention even doing well.
By the way, i should mention that i am most probably joining Wu Shu. Yes, you should believe your eyes - it's Wu Shu alright. Don't ask me about air rifle. I doubt i shot that badly that day or maybe i did since i was in a hurry and it didn't occur to me that the trails would be the determining factor that whether i got into air rifle or not. I heard my name is on the waiting list, yet i don't see my name on the air rifle board in school, so i actually don't really bother already. So i shall hope that i will do well in Wu Shu! (:
You wonder whether you are deluding yourself when you tell yourself that you're thinking too much; then you wonder whether you are thinking too much when you wonder whether you are deluding yourself.Time to give your brain a rest.
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