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Okay. Someone forced me to draw my last straw (it's up there) already. I am being totally serious here despite me using that crap up there. Want to know why i used that crap? That's because i wanted to say i had enough of all that don't care and sianed attitude crap. Come on, once in a while is okay, but when it happens most of the time, then it is definitely not! It's not my duty to face your mood alright? As a friend, when you're not feeling that good probably i can understand, even don't mind being there for you to vent all your frustrations out. I am well okay with that! Now is just that the more i give in, the more you step forward. I hate being taken for granted - i seriously HATE that! Why do i always have to be the one that gives in and follow your mood? Come on, it's not even my fault in the first place! =.=
Please stop guessing who is the one i am referring to. *edit* He know who he is already... that is IF he BOTHERS to remember. *edit complete* I hesitate to post this at first, lest people misunderstood that it's them when it's not. I only know i will try one LAST time, and if things still don't improve, then I'll just disappear away; probably you don't even bother.
I seriously don't know what's happening already. Actually, i don't think i should really do much also, but i just can't bear to just let things stay the way it is. It will go on as a vicious cycle somehow, but i don't really know how to stop it. The thing is am i doing it the right way or not? Seriously, i think it needs synchronisation, if not everything will screw up. Why am i giving myself a headache when people don't even bother? My voice just ain't loud enough.
If things goes on like this, i rather just fade away and that's it. I cannot bear to see it crumble down, thus i got to leave and forget about it before it really does. No matter. I will still give myself headaches and make me sigh more times, until one day i really give it all up...
On a lighter note, i wonder why are there so many planes flying past the airspace south of area Alpha, which is like above Catholic High? o.O
I don't know why but i hope i'm running somewhere now. xPAm i too kind? o.O
11:58:00 pm