Today, i got back interesting results. Perfectly 'interesting'.
For History, i screwed up both essays, not exactly, but not well done. We are still waiting for our SBQ though. The teachers seem to leave our class' scripts till the last to mark - ended up didn't finish marking them in time and thus not returning us, keeping us in suspense. No matter what though, i can only hope for the best.
Pure geography next was even a disaster. I failed human geography, though after moderation i would pass, but what's the use of passing. All i can hope for now is that i would score superbly well in the physical geography part that were not returned due to the lack of time to go through the questions. At least there's still hope of getting an A1, though a very^infinity small chance, but at least i can dream of it? Lol.
After recess was something to redeem myself partially. The release of Amath results. We got back Amath Paper 2 first, which was the easier paper of the 2, and i did very well. However, i wasn't expecting too much for fear of the incident from my Emath would happen again, that is i screwed up the other paper so i missed A1 by a bit. Thankfully, that didn't happen and i finally secured an A1, but still not up to my expectations since i screwed Paper 1 up badly which pulled me down till almost off an A1.
No matter what, i would have to force myself to start preparing for the final lap already. No time to brood over the subjects that i screwed, too many of them already. What i can do now is to run my final lap, because there's no time to walk. Confident or not, there's no way i can assure that, but the thing i must assure is that i WILL push myself for these crucial period. I hope that all the regrets would turn to motivation for me to work hard.
History went through SBQ that time, the dates 26th and 27th October resurfaced again. I hope i can work hard together with you. CHIONG ARH!
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