I think i'm really used to sleeping the most 5 hours a day during school time. For the fifth consecutive time, i woke up today morning after sleeping 5 hours again. As usual, i see no point in getting up, and fell back to sleep only to not get a good sleep and wake up. The process carries on every morning; wake up then sleep and wake up again and sleep again...
and then a *insert a geographical feature* is formed till the point i felt even tired of sleeping already, then i get out of bed.
In search of that drive to get out of my bed to start doing something productive, as these 4 days have been spent lazing around and slacking all the way; simply doing nothing much except for breathing.
Never felt so loss and empty. It's like there's no point in waking up already when i'm in bed, and like there's no point in going to sleep when i'm awake. Everything seems no point. Nothing to perk my spirit and leaves me to be interested in. Seems like some vampire drained off all my vigour
and no thanks, i no need ecstasy. i know how to shake my head already. I seems to not even bother about my plans for the week and i'm clueless why either.
It's all to quiet, though i can't hear the sounds of mosquitoes flying, as i have none flying at the moment in my
airspace house. Perhaps they didn't want to be shot down by any
F16s or Surface to Air Missiles (SAM)pesticides, just like the advertisement, or maybe they're just too lazy to fly up so high
although got lift, but can they press the button?, after all i stayed at the top floor of my block. Back to the point.
It's not that i don't like the quiet and calm air around
i'm a mosquito breeder, except the thunderstorms and sounds of door slamming some times, or i would much prefer noises
just like those IDIOTS making noise now downstairs at 1am; used to it already all day long. It's just that i feel quite alone
cause it's after the 7th month; means no more ghost. BOOHOO. Perhaps that may be the reason why in the topic Calculus for Additional Mathematics, my Differentiation is far superior than Integration. Most of the time, i would need differentiate my answer to check that i have integrate correctly. It doesn't matter if you don't know Calculus. Take the meaning of the words literally.
Two ways to look at it. Either my camouflage skills are that good that it blends me into the surroundings and made me invisible till no one can spot my presence, or my camouflage skills are that bad that it refuse me to blend into any particular group, always left standing out as an individual most of the time. Either ways is to the negative
no modulus side i presume, cause that makes me extra bored.
Can anyone provide me with the formula list for integration? Please don't give me the amath one. =X
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