对人不对事 or 对事不对人? i have been pondering over this question. what exactly are they thinking? or maybe it's just 口是心非 for some of them. is that the case? what actually happen? i don't even have the slightest idea. maybe i do. some teeny weeny bit of idea only. it's all the guessing part from me. that's why i say i hate guesses. i need answers!
after a specific event that took place last year. somehow there is a change in standard. and after a specific even this year, there's a change in attitude. oh wait. is there? i'm not sure. that's why i need answers!
well after this small bit of 引言, it seems time to hit the point. changes. slight changes are easily adaptable. but what i have been encountering are drastic changes! for that, i'm sure it is not easily adaptable. it's not just me, people around can't adapt too. it's just simply because of one particular event, then everything change. and please, i'm definitely not talking about global warming here.
how do i respond to the changes? a change in attitude towards him of course. call me petty or whatever. if whatever drastic changes is good, why not? but it's not only me that feels it's all worse from before. don't come with me all the crap that majority is not always right or whatever. i don't want an argumentative essay here. but yea, i just can't stand being taken for granted.
is not that there isn't a chance that i'm wrong. in fact, i have been deluding myself that i am wrong. but the facts presented right to me shows otherwise. i'm a moron to continue deluding myself. i work with my principle. 人不犯我, 我不犯人. 人若犯我, 我将双倍奉还. that is of course when i seriously cannot take it anymore.
how i feel like just walking up and say, "screw you. what's with all this change in you? you are never the same anymore. all because of _____." i can't. i just simply can't. =X
notice i have been rather protective of the personnels involved. please do not jump to conclusions as who they are. that's all i have to say. maybe the group in the 引言 part may know and tell me the answer. maybe the guy who is mentioned may happen to know. oh wait, i take that back. he doesn't cares anymore. =.=
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