Damn it. Just damn it. i dunno is it just me or is it because of the Prelim 2 nearing that i am that sensitive. but yea. i seriously can't take it. i tried, and i shall not try again. at least not now. waste my time getting all worked up over it. nothing seems to have got back to normal. well it's not up to me to choose, i have no right to choose. but i have the right to choose what i can accept and what i can't. and wth. i just can't accept the way some things are being portrayed to me.
you can't say i have prejudice against somethings. that was the reason maybe i use to cheat myself. but to hell with it, it's not. social studies mass lecture that day taught a new skill about how to prove that the source is extra reliable, enhanced reliability.
briefly say what it is. it's a situation when a source deliberately speaks against his own group. so where i get my sources from? him. and he is trying to portray the image of something. of course in that case it make it even extra reliable. so on what grounds this is a prejudiced judgement? whether or not it is to spite me on purpose, i don't really care now, at least not now. if he wants to do that, then let it be. i should concentrate now on the prelims.
yeah right. FOCUS! =X
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