好人难当啊! help others instead i get myself into trouble? wad weird logic? yea i wonder oso... but somehow it's juz beyond my conscience not to help... the only thing i can help is by moral support... but sometimes it really doesn't even concern me... i m weird...
guess i'm really deprived of slp? well i doubt anyone notice that i wasn't online the whole day ytd... doubt even anyone would wonder why i wasn't... so mayb all tis later oso no 1 bother to noe how come i wasn't onl9... well i fell asleep at 3+ aft my CIP... couldn't take the mass of my eyelids... so yea... slept till dunno wad time... my mom dragged me up... but to no avail... n i fell right back asleep... all the way till 1+ am... woke up den sat down there... replied 1 sms... then got back to slp seeing that there's no point for me to wake up at 1am oso... slept all the way till 10+ in the morning then wake up... 19 hours... great that number again... what number? no 1 cares oso... unless i have calculation mistake... i bet someone would care abt tat...
whole day i oso dunno wad i doing... somehow it juz flashed pass... did nth much productive... the only success is that i manage to totally waste my weekends again? true... somehow my 'xtra lessons week' seems to pass by so quickly... i nvr even treat it as holidays at all... nvr even hope for holidays oso... but somehow i lost the motivation to work... dun even noe when i lost it... nth much productive oso... how m i gonna survive aft getting my O lvl results? i wonder...
anyway... gotta work on the must hand in by tmr... or should i say today the hw 1st... then i go slp le... sry but i tried my best to slp early... well... to no avail... mayb is juz dat i nvr tried hard enough... maybe...
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