continuation of my ball story...
The ball can only continue bouncing, only upwards and downwards. That is all the ball can do. Factors around the ball always cause the ball's motion to change. The ball cannot control all this. It can only follow accordingly, no matter how unwilling it is, but it does not have the power to not follow. So what choice does it have? Though it can still keep on having the spirit of not giving up, sometimes it will just lose the motivation and feel like giving up. Maybe that explains when you play with a ball, no matter how good your skills are, it seems like they are not always according to what you want?
The ball has no face, thus no one can actually tell how the ball feels easily. The only way the ball can portray its feelings out is to deflate itself. By then, it might be able to attract some attention, after that no one will actually bother about it anymore, since it only serves as a momentarily worth of joy. Sometimes the ball would wonder, does anyone really care about how it feels? The ball may appears to be very lucky, to have so many people around it. However, these people are often busy with their own lives, and the ball is often left alone. So what difference does it make? Sometimes the ball really hope that there is someone there for it. No need to be always there, but at least most of the time, to go through thick and thin, or at least to be able to realise its feelings and cheer it up whenever it feels down. That is just the ball wants, it is not much. Why is it so difficult? Maybe it's just the luck of the ball...
I am STILL the ball... =(
10:51:00 pm