added a song finally... nth to do with anything... still find In The End by linkin park is a meaningful song... it should b sang to someone... LOL
*edit: dammit... i'm going deep down de mood ladder again... stressed... no meaning... no meaning at all... i should have juz stone alone... now i noe why japan n usa likes to practise isolationist policy so much... haiz =(
i'm just so useless... and so helpless... a perfectly dumb guy...
fighting a war with myself... if i lose this... that's the end of me from this world...
juz remembered it's january... tis january is killing me worse den de feb last year... really killing me...
6:31:00 pm