Saturday, September 29, 2007
所有的一切都是我的错, 若有冒犯到你, 就请你高抬贵手原谅我, 放过我, 好吗? 我受不了精神上的折磨了. 要不然你就杀了我, 陪我一起死. 但生命是宝贵的, 所以就不要浪费生命, 放了我最好... 谢谢.
11:16:00 pm
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
4+ more days left... how in de world can i memorise 17 essays for history? i'm screwed... muz really make full use of de coming weekend... or u will find a place nxt to maris stella... on a piece of stone... it writes... in memory of sui peng... zZz touch wood... but really can die de lor if still dun study... gt back de math mock exam... lost 18/60 marks coz of careless mistakes... compare wat i meant by careless... qn 1 find de determinant... i can do until 1/(2+3) = 1/4... wth la... den qn 2... on top i write (k-x)/2... den dunno y do until below when i equate de eqn out i put k-x... wth... 7 marks fly off juz for 2 qn... den gt 1 qn i let dunno wat b y... den i equate out wat's y den i nvr go sub back to find x... wth... yea i'm stupid all right... even mr lee said dat he was laughing when marking my paper... juz hope my EOYs n O lvls dun hav tis SHIT coming up... especially O lvls... later get back results nvr get A1 oso dunno y... haiz... thankfully mock exam not counted... or i no mood already... wat to do?
4:59:00 pm
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Saving my blog frm dying... it's been like 1 wk since i updated... last sat (15/9) was celebrating my paternal side de grandma's birthday... took some pics but my cousin dun let me upload... lolz... n i dun actually bother to oso... getting easily sianz of stuff recently... den last sunday (16/9) i was practically sleeping throughout de day... watched tv at night... n wasted 1 whole day... nth much abt de weekdays... sch as usual... mug mug mug... den aft sch either i waste time or i actually do mug... ABIT only la... =P den wed gt PDS training... stayed back in sch until de nxt day... stayed overnight in airstore with john lau... dun think anywhere else... is juz dat we happened to climb over de wall at ard 12 midnight... juz to go to kim san leng dere eat supper... lolz... ba chor mee... all de ppl looking at us... dey muz b thinking y tis 2 students dwn here so late wearing sch u somemore... den saw HCJC ppl on de way back den overheard 1 guy say "waa gui diam liaoz" (wat time already in wateva dialect) to his fren... den john uses his trademark again... lolz... spent too much $ dat day... i'm broke again... aft my mom still owes me $$...
so we slept until thur... quite ok la de store... still can sleep... quite a nice experience... den still lessons n lessons on thur n fri... no training on fri due to EOYs... but ncc land still hav training leh... wierd... sir goh should b dam hiong de mah... nvm lor... watched joshua gave his sec 1s drill test... he's same post as me in land... part b udi... den i oso do drills... like kenna train by him like dat... long time nvr do le... den their PT i slacked ard... den ran 400m wif sin ying n yap chien... my ankle dunno y pain la... muz go check liaoz... later gt wat prob i die arh... den i lose yap chien by 1 sec... he 1 min 12 s... i 1 min 13s... wth la... dam guai lan... at 1st i winning him... den he overtake me... zZz... den play basketball a while... den i juz zao home lor... so here i m typing tis post... at tis time again... it's juz me... OWL it is... 2.43am... dere's still chem remedial later at 10.30am... nitez... or rather morning...
P.S rmb... dun eva good morning sgt, good afternoon staff, good evening enchik n good night SGT Major... =P
so we slept until thur... quite ok la de store... still can sleep... quite a nice experience... den still lessons n lessons on thur n fri... no training on fri due to EOYs... but ncc land still hav training leh... wierd... sir goh should b dam hiong de mah... nvm lor... watched joshua gave his sec 1s drill test... he's same post as me in land... part b udi... den i oso do drills... like kenna train by him like dat... long time nvr do le... den their PT i slacked ard... den ran 400m wif sin ying n yap chien... my ankle dunno y pain la... muz go check liaoz... later gt wat prob i die arh... den i lose yap chien by 1 sec... he 1 min 12 s... i 1 min 13s... wth la... dam guai lan... at 1st i winning him... den he overtake me... zZz... den play basketball a while... den i juz zao home lor... so here i m typing tis post... at tis time again... it's juz me... OWL it is... 2.43am... dere's still chem remedial later at 10.30am... nitez... or rather morning...
P.S rmb... dun eva good morning sgt, good afternoon staff, good evening enchik n good night SGT Major... =P
2:43:00 am
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Started off de day wif something unpleasant dat i dun wish to talk abt... lessons were per as normal... boring though... only something different... Mr Danny Tan had sore throat... so he used Microsoft word to teach... but realised dat it was too slow aft 1 period... den started to talk again... still prefer him talking though... it's rather weird if he dosen't talk... den can't look elsewhere... if nt can't c wat he "say"...
aft sch had eng oral... frantically call Mr Lawrence Tan... daoed my call la he... den aft dat call me back den i nvr realise coz my hp was in silence... den i call him back he dao me again... finally he called me back n said my speech was ok... phew... so spammed de cue card n said wat i want to say... hav a feeling i did screw up though... dunno la... hope i didn't la of coz... den de picture discussion... quite ok ba i think... wat's done cannot b undone... no ctrl z in real life leh... so no chioce lor...
den dat gt hsk briefing... dam crap la dat paper... listening oso... is like purposely jacked u de kind of qn... wierd la... lolz... if u r taking u confirm agree wif me... den we keep joking ard inside... n laugh a lot la... so fun... haha... dat was de nicest part of de day man... though it's a kinda crap briefing... though i nid to part wif $55 dat my mom gave me for de HSK thingy... ahh... dat's a lot of cash... should hav a credit card? zzz dat's wat my speech abt...
intended to hav dinner outside... but john dey all wanted to study inside de air store... so instead leonard went to take away de food for us as he goes to cut his hair... but his put his bag in de NP store n kian boon went to lock it! how nice... so he's going home today w/o his bag... xD lolz... nt bad eh de rice he bought... so we went home at ard 8+... to suit him as he practically has nth to do... did abit of math hw... didn't finish though...
tmr will b having training... or rather today since it's alrdy 1.25 am... yea yea... dere goes again... woohoo... 1st time aft SSC wear lanyard... de rank change liaoz... so shiok... can't wait man... though wed gt training... hear staff frm sec 2s nt dat shiok yet... some sec 1s still call me sgt leh... haha... so let's c wat dey call me tmr den... buaiz...
aft sch had eng oral... frantically call Mr Lawrence Tan... daoed my call la he... den aft dat call me back den i nvr realise coz my hp was in silence... den i call him back he dao me again... finally he called me back n said my speech was ok... phew... so spammed de cue card n said wat i want to say... hav a feeling i did screw up though... dunno la... hope i didn't la of coz... den de picture discussion... quite ok ba i think... wat's done cannot b undone... no ctrl z in real life leh... so no chioce lor...
den dat gt hsk briefing... dam crap la dat paper... listening oso... is like purposely jacked u de kind of qn... wierd la... lolz... if u r taking u confirm agree wif me... den we keep joking ard inside... n laugh a lot la... so fun... haha... dat was de nicest part of de day man... though it's a kinda crap briefing... though i nid to part wif $55 dat my mom gave me for de HSK thingy... ahh... dat's a lot of cash... should hav a credit card? zzz dat's wat my speech abt...
intended to hav dinner outside... but john dey all wanted to study inside de air store... so instead leonard went to take away de food for us as he goes to cut his hair... but his put his bag in de NP store n kian boon went to lock it! how nice... so he's going home today w/o his bag... xD lolz... nt bad eh de rice he bought... so we went home at ard 8+... to suit him as he practically has nth to do... did abit of math hw... didn't finish though...
tmr will b having training... or rather today since it's alrdy 1.25 am... yea yea... dere goes again... woohoo... 1st time aft SSC wear lanyard... de rank change liaoz... so shiok... can't wait man... though wed gt training... hear staff frm sec 2s nt dat shiok yet... some sec 1s still call me sgt leh... haha... so let's c wat dey call me tmr den... buaiz...
11:51:00 pm
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
It's sept 11 today... rmb de 911 crash? ah yes... 2 days down for term 4... kinda loose interest in learning liaoz... nw only intrested in math... i meant A math... other lesson like darn sianz... nth much goes inside leh... den aft sch keep go air store rotate n rotate the riffle wif john... haha... nw like john worse den me liaoz... rotation arm nia... going to try wif the real riffle tmr le... but muz take magazine n de bolt out 1st la... later accidentally throw until hit de hand will like dam pain la... hope will not happen la duh of coz... n i'm back into friendster... added de link under my profile... ok... kinda slept rather late for 2 days le... 4am n 4.45am respectively... so gtg pack my no. 4 uniform n den go slp... zzz... 1.25am now anyway... nitez...
11:59:00 pm
Monday, September 10, 2007
Changed my skin yet again... dunno y i'm so crazy to change my skin at tis time... look at de time... it's 3.56am... somemore coz i haven't finish some of my more impt work yet... here comes my bad point... if i start something... i gotta finish it... no matter wat... dat's y i always fail to prioritise... anyway... de skin nice? comments on tagboard pls... but dun eva spam n flame me if nt nice la... zZz... now going to pack my stuff n going to slp for like less den 2 hours b4 i go to sch again... haiz... i'm getting crazy again... crazy abt ______ ... another blank for u all to fill in... so dere... i'll end wif a GOOD MORNING to all... xD
3:56:00 am
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Posting at tis crazy time... ppl may think i'm crazy... well dat's me... i dun slp dat early u noe... n duh... of coz i dun wake up so early oso... 3.13am now... wat a nice time... juz finish watching some jackie chan movie on channel 8... at de same time doing some reflection dat our sir antz wan us to write abt SSC n how can we contribute to de unit as a SSG... juz sent him though...
going to start sch on mon... which is tmr... according to tis context... sorta sianz... is like going back sch again... gonna try my very best to complete wateva hw i can... yea try... later in d end dunno try until where le... zzz... anyway... going to do dat when daylight breaks... as soon as i wake up though... even i hav no idea wat time i wake up... 3 more weeks to FYE... Final Year Exams eh... de only gd thing is u get to sit in an air con hall n do ur test... bad stuff... lots... it holds a huge dam percentage of de dam overall grade... n it will so dam affect de final results... no wonder it's called de dam Final Year Exams... lolz... keep using dam eh... wat's de reason... figure out urself b4 u come pestering me...
yea i noe u sec 1s still comes my blog right... do u?? i dunno coz u dun tag... well except richie... if u eva do... come on... put in ur best can?? u do ur best... i'll do my best... if u dun... i'll still do my best... but is to nt to do my best... de logic is simple... so do me a favour... u make me happy... i'll make u all double happy... u giv me stress... i'll make sure u get double de stress... as simple as dat...
so yea... was quite a dam random post... at tis dam time... dere goes again... n dc's cool??? i thought was some other ppl but him??? hmm... randoming again... zzz... like sir Firmazsyahni... went to copy n paste as his name is so hard to spell... nt like someone... haha... later he gt enemies wanted to write his name on a figurine n whack him wif a slipper oso muz refer to something... scared later whack wrong guy... lolz... but he so gd wun hav enemies de la...
end up dis random post to say dat i'm glad i hav done something i should hav done... on de 3rd - 5th sept but i didn't... i notice i'm abit slow nowadays... couldn't think of solutions fast enough... hmm... muz get back my old form liaoz... coz mayb no more xiong training... yea back to de point... venturing to my goal... 2 goals frm nw... pilot n _____... up to u to guess... dun waste ur time asking me... i wun say... but i would scold u for wasting my time... so dat's it... off to slp...
going to start sch on mon... which is tmr... according to tis context... sorta sianz... is like going back sch again... gonna try my very best to complete wateva hw i can... yea try... later in d end dunno try until where le... zzz... anyway... going to do dat when daylight breaks... as soon as i wake up though... even i hav no idea wat time i wake up... 3 more weeks to FYE... Final Year Exams eh... de only gd thing is u get to sit in an air con hall n do ur test... bad stuff... lots... it holds a huge dam percentage of de dam overall grade... n it will so dam affect de final results... no wonder it's called de dam Final Year Exams... lolz... keep using dam eh... wat's de reason... figure out urself b4 u come pestering me...
yea i noe u sec 1s still comes my blog right... do u?? i dunno coz u dun tag... well except richie... if u eva do... come on... put in ur best can?? u do ur best... i'll do my best... if u dun... i'll still do my best... but is to nt to do my best... de logic is simple... so do me a favour... u make me happy... i'll make u all double happy... u giv me stress... i'll make sure u get double de stress... as simple as dat...
so yea... was quite a dam random post... at tis dam time... dere goes again... n dc's cool??? i thought was some other ppl but him??? hmm... randoming again... zzz... like sir Firmazsyahni... went to copy n paste as his name is so hard to spell... nt like someone... haha... later he gt enemies wanted to write his name on a figurine n whack him wif a slipper oso muz refer to something... scared later whack wrong guy... lolz... but he so gd wun hav enemies de la...
end up dis random post to say dat i'm glad i hav done something i should hav done... on de 3rd - 5th sept but i didn't... i notice i'm abit slow nowadays... couldn't think of solutions fast enough... hmm... muz get back my old form liaoz... coz mayb no more xiong training... yea back to de point... venturing to my goal... 2 goals frm nw... pilot n _____... up to u to guess... dun waste ur time asking me... i wun say... but i would scold u for wasting my time... so dat's it... off to slp...
3:13:00 am
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
Dun wonder y u didn't c tis 2 days ago... it's supposed to b dere... but somehow bcoz i wanted to jack jerrell dat we fail air syllabus coz dey test abt engines n all dat n we dunno... n thus we fail de whole course... so no lanyard... wanted to tell him aft dat so dat i can blog but warren wans c his expression so didn't post tis...
anyway... quite a number of ppl asked me abt SSC... for dose who still dunno... SSC = Senior Specialist Course... so i went for it frm mon - wed which is today... abt de course arh... hmm... mixed feelings... mayb coz i'm lucky to get gd CLTs... haha... sirs if u r reading tis... yea is u... CLT Lester n Jia Hui i nt very sure... coz mayb i dun c dem in action much... CLT Firmazsyahni is dam gd... juz dat his name abit hard to spell... lolz... muz refer to msn... same for S/CLT Hariz... oso dam gd... CLT Firmazsyahni is dam random... n lame too... dam same as me la... i think i saw myself in him... lolz... i'm nt indirectly trying to say i'm gd... juz trying to say dat i do things in a similar way wif his... n i find him gd dosen't means all muz find him gd... coz if i find him gd means i find myslef gd oso... take note i use de word find... coz i nvr say i m gd... so i'm gd or nt is up to u to imagine... lolz... enough of crapping...
so tis course kinda dry... as in de activities part... kinda expected it... mutuals... theory lessons... courses r still courses mah... nth much to talk abt oso... juz wanna specify abt de last part... where de CLTs goes ard giving de certs n wearing de lanyard 1 by 1... darn it... i was de last 5 to get it la... n i was dam scared dat i'll fail... nt mutual... but air syllabus... coz dat i dun hav 100% confidence will paz mah... though i did study... lolz... but still paz la... CLT lester or was it CLT Jia Hui (dey look alike) walked in front of me... den keep staring at me... coz he was giving out de cert mah... den i go like die liaoz... did i paz or did i fail... den at de moment he showed me de envolope wif 2SG Wong Sui Peng written on it... i feel so shiok la... lolz... finally get de lanyard n de rank... heng i did check... no number 3 de Staff Sergeant (SSG) rank inside... had to get frm sir... lolz... dam shiok when dey wear de lanyard on... it looks kinda wierd... mayb too used to seeing our dear snr jian fan wear de lanyard... u noe... his size... lolz... beng heng wears looks like him... xD
really kinda wierd... look at de pic below lor... mayb nt used to it...
anyway, dat's alll... nt going to type out 1 by 1 wat happened during de course... i'll get bored typing dat... yea duh... so come on... i juz deeply regret nt doing something dat i should hav done... but i didn't... haiz... dun ask me wat it is... i wun tell... so dun come bother me... 500+ words... essay length...
anyway... quite a number of ppl asked me abt SSC... for dose who still dunno... SSC = Senior Specialist Course... so i went for it frm mon - wed which is today... abt de course arh... hmm... mixed feelings... mayb coz i'm lucky to get gd CLTs... haha... sirs if u r reading tis... yea is u... CLT Lester n Jia Hui i nt very sure... coz mayb i dun c dem in action much... CLT Firmazsyahni is dam gd... juz dat his name abit hard to spell... lolz... muz refer to msn... same for S/CLT Hariz... oso dam gd... CLT Firmazsyahni is dam random... n lame too... dam same as me la... i think i saw myself in him... lolz... i'm nt indirectly trying to say i'm gd... juz trying to say dat i do things in a similar way wif his... n i find him gd dosen't means all muz find him gd... coz if i find him gd means i find myslef gd oso... take note i use de word find... coz i nvr say i m gd... so i'm gd or nt is up to u to imagine... lolz... enough of crapping...
so tis course kinda dry... as in de activities part... kinda expected it... mutuals... theory lessons... courses r still courses mah... nth much to talk abt oso... juz wanna specify abt de last part... where de CLTs goes ard giving de certs n wearing de lanyard 1 by 1... darn it... i was de last 5 to get it la... n i was dam scared dat i'll fail... nt mutual... but air syllabus... coz dat i dun hav 100% confidence will paz mah... though i did study... lolz... but still paz la... CLT lester or was it CLT Jia Hui (dey look alike) walked in front of me... den keep staring at me... coz he was giving out de cert mah... den i go like die liaoz... did i paz or did i fail... den at de moment he showed me de envolope wif 2SG Wong Sui Peng written on it... i feel so shiok la... lolz... finally get de lanyard n de rank... heng i did check... no number 3 de Staff Sergeant (SSG) rank inside... had to get frm sir... lolz... dam shiok when dey wear de lanyard on... it looks kinda wierd... mayb too used to seeing our dear snr jian fan wear de lanyard... u noe... his size... lolz... beng heng wears looks like him... xD
really kinda wierd... look at de pic below lor... mayb nt used to it...anyway, dat's alll... nt going to type out 1 by 1 wat happened during de course... i'll get bored typing dat... yea duh... so come on... i juz deeply regret nt doing something dat i should hav done... but i didn't... haiz... dun ask me wat it is... i wun tell... so dun come bother me... 500+ words... essay length...
11:42:00 pm
Monday, September 03, 2007
Gone for SSC... cya all online on either de 5th/6th sept... in fact... i manage to find a hp w/o camera... borrowed frm my maternal side de grandfather... so sms me if u wan contact me... but i most likely reply u only at night... cya... xD
3:43:00 am
Plz kindly take note dat tis post should b dated Wednesday, August 29, 2007... but due to blogger's wierd prob... it became sept 01... thx...
Had a fun day today (29/8)... 1st was carpe diem... nth much... juz copy de gentlemen passport thingy... den last 5 mins siau ming hao performed... but nvr took video... aww sad... den was HCL... went thru de compre... paid attention sia... until used up all d energy for math nxt... mr paul lee decided to slow down... surprisingly... lolz... den was supposed to hav chem SPA... but no SPA so chem lesson... finished on metals... wif ms qui shouting a lot... dat's normal... den recess... nth much... den geo... mr talib went thru de examinations answering techniques... den last 10 mins... our siau ming hao performed again... how nice... took a video tis time... n he continued performing aft mr talib left... coz no assembly mah...
Den we were scolded by mr Goh Hock Meng n say we nid go audi... like any1 told us... zzz... den nvm lor... go audi... reached outside... heard someone say gt CCA can go... so dun care... n juz zao lor... den since i brought laptop to sch for de drills theory lesson... so i zao go air store play com... lolz... played maple... haha... 1 pq nia... de party so slow... den played until 2.05pm oso haven't finish... 2.15pm start training leh... so changed to no. 3... n zao go fall in area... pumped dem 20 coz 1 guy nvr bring uniform... den aft check uniform... asked dem go up... i found 1-9 claz... den borrowed it to teach dem the theory stuff... was dam bored coz i asked dem memorise... den de time i dem sianz... aft dat let dem watched de videos i gt... haha... some r funny to some ppl... some r nt... wateva... den had drills session... as usual... their drills nt dere yet... wat to do? but at least gt improve... pump dem 20 nia... i can so far b de least pumping de UDI la... haha... mayb exclude de Part A UDIs... dunno... mayb less den dem oso...
nxt was PT... gave dem 6 mins 25 secs to change... coz every bad drill dey do i minus 5 seconds n every gd drill dey do i add 5 seconds... de base is 7 mins... So yea... dey wun late so PT started... warmup finish le den start of PT... 1st is 444 chain pumping... took dam long time to do finish la... den running... lead 2 runs... wif cheers... den asked dem do chin up... ea do 3... 2 assisted = 1 chin up... den was de leg raise... raise up de leg den ea say de rank name n claz... aft all say finish count to 20... den 2nd time raise up leg den ea say claz den den name den rank... aft all say finish count to 11 x 3... well dat was wat i say... y dey nvr juz say eleven times three... lolz... so dey count to 33... den down... den switch to telephone line... call a few numbers... talk crap along de way... den started running back to de flag pole... in zig zag... den cool down n gave 5 mins water break... so aft dey fall in sec 2s nt dere yet so i made dem jump 5 times... lolz... dam random... so was debrief n end of training... well hope dey enjoyed it... dey said yes when i asked dem... but seriously yes or no i dunno...
den ate dinner wif de rest... n warren sort of woke me up... nvm... dun wan to mention anything... so i'm back to reflection for myself again... dat's all... n it's 1.22 AM now n i 1 2 sleep... too bad no number sounds lyk slp... zzz
Had a fun day today (29/8)... 1st was carpe diem... nth much... juz copy de gentlemen passport thingy... den last 5 mins siau ming hao performed... but nvr took video... aww sad... den was HCL... went thru de compre... paid attention sia... until used up all d energy for math nxt... mr paul lee decided to slow down... surprisingly... lolz... den was supposed to hav chem SPA... but no SPA so chem lesson... finished on metals... wif ms qui shouting a lot... dat's normal... den recess... nth much... den geo... mr talib went thru de examinations answering techniques... den last 10 mins... our siau ming hao performed again... how nice... took a video tis time... n he continued performing aft mr talib left... coz no assembly mah...
Den we were scolded by mr Goh Hock Meng n say we nid go audi... like any1 told us... zzz... den nvm lor... go audi... reached outside... heard someone say gt CCA can go... so dun care... n juz zao lor... den since i brought laptop to sch for de drills theory lesson... so i zao go air store play com... lolz... played maple... haha... 1 pq nia... de party so slow... den played until 2.05pm oso haven't finish... 2.15pm start training leh... so changed to no. 3... n zao go fall in area... pumped dem 20 coz 1 guy nvr bring uniform... den aft check uniform... asked dem go up... i found 1-9 claz... den borrowed it to teach dem the theory stuff... was dam bored coz i asked dem memorise... den de time i dem sianz... aft dat let dem watched de videos i gt... haha... some r funny to some ppl... some r nt... wateva... den had drills session... as usual... their drills nt dere yet... wat to do? but at least gt improve... pump dem 20 nia... i can so far b de least pumping de UDI la... haha... mayb exclude de Part A UDIs... dunno... mayb less den dem oso...
nxt was PT... gave dem 6 mins 25 secs to change... coz every bad drill dey do i minus 5 seconds n every gd drill dey do i add 5 seconds... de base is 7 mins... So yea... dey wun late so PT started... warmup finish le den start of PT... 1st is 444 chain pumping... took dam long time to do finish la... den running... lead 2 runs... wif cheers... den asked dem do chin up... ea do 3... 2 assisted = 1 chin up... den was de leg raise... raise up de leg den ea say de rank name n claz... aft all say finish count to 20... den 2nd time raise up leg den ea say claz den den name den rank... aft all say finish count to 11 x 3... well dat was wat i say... y dey nvr juz say eleven times three... lolz... so dey count to 33... den down... den switch to telephone line... call a few numbers... talk crap along de way... den started running back to de flag pole... in zig zag... den cool down n gave 5 mins water break... so aft dey fall in sec 2s nt dere yet so i made dem jump 5 times... lolz... dam random... so was debrief n end of training... well hope dey enjoyed it... dey said yes when i asked dem... but seriously yes or no i dunno...
den ate dinner wif de rest... n warren sort of woke me up... nvm... dun wan to mention anything... so i'm back to reflection for myself again... dat's all... n it's 1.22 AM now n i 1 2 sleep... too bad no number sounds lyk slp... zzz
3:41:00 am