I dunno y de hell m i blogging at tis time when i m dam dizzy nt n i hav to reach sch by 7am tmr? or rather today... i was juz frantically preparing for my MRs tmr... ah yes still online now... na... he went offline nt long ago... juz in a few hours time... i'll b taking my social studies MR follo by my chem MR... woah... is it 1 paper aft another... can we like slp in between? i guess i'll b dam tired... i hesitate to whether i should mug... or rather i use de word study... coz my claz MR... phy i nvr study i can score... but chem i study i score dam low... is like wth... n tis had always happened to me le... so it's nt de 1st time... dere's something bloody wrong wif it... n i dunno wth... wierd... should i study or nt? better do... coz i dunno anything... xP well de following is a reflection of myself... wonder if u should read on?
i'm actually quite happy to noe dat i've such achievements... nt everyone can achieve such respect... hehe... nt trying to boast or wateva... i juz glad for myself... wat i thought came out perfectly... thx a lot to dose who respected me... n for dose who dun... i wonder y... come to think of it... mayb i'm kinda friendly... n kind too... actually i find dat most of de time i actually care more abt other ppl... in other words... i treated dem better den treat myself... of coz dose r de ppl dat i feel truly deserve my care... like some ppl... forget it... it spoils my mood... met him today... AGAIN... nvm... actually to think back... i hav been suffering in silence myself... fighting through obstancles wateva... it's kinda nice when someone juz offer u some wishings or wateva... at least u noe dey care... wateva ppl do to me... i will do de same too... i wan ppl to noe dat i actually care n do treasure de relationship between whoever it is... n wat i mean relationship dose nt mean BGR or wateva... mayb i juz think too much... but dat's uniquely me... i tend to think deep into some stuff... sometimes when de solutions r juz as simple as it is... i tend to think more deeply... whenever i'm alone n all quiet... i used to sit down n start thinking... mayb dat's when sometimes i think of stuff dat r nt dat happy... i'll start EMOing... which is definitely nt a gd thing... i used to juz think n juz forget abt it... but here i m typing it all out... well dat's de whole purpose ain't it? for ppl to understand me more... so if u really read until here... or juz skip until here... try to stop n think... do u care abt me???
well i feel dat i'm writing something wierd... time to go hav my 3 hours + of slp... nitex...
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