Sianz... tis few days do everything oso no mood... dam tired... brain cells all dying... can't concentrate on wat i do... can't think properly... been feeling dat i'm such a noob... easy to accomplished task became dam hard for me... i lacked de energy to do anything... hard to get happy... well... de worst part is... i dun even noe wtf is de reason... well ppl may say dat thier results nt gd so dey dam sianz or wat... yea true enough my results ain't dat fantastic... but i noe it's nt becoz of my results dat i became like tis... i even gt a feeling of nt to bother abt my results... i starting to get tired of life... simply find it a torture... dunno y... dratz... i'm getting so emo... n i can't escape frm it... sooner or later... i'll become bochap of everything if tis gets worse... sianz... my mind is filled up wif many words... sianz sianz sianz n more sianz... every ea of my brain cells carry de word sianz la i guess... nth is nt sianz nw... how i wish i can find a place to shout out all de way... release some stress b4 i get killed... by myself... n u noe wat dat means... i seriously hope i wun do it n get well... looking for a place to shout out dam loud... n no 1 will care... well... it's hard to find such a place in sg... so i think i got to do wif tmr's training den... so if u c me shouting like mad tmr... dun blame me... n relax... i shout only... no pump n pump... yea so dats all... i think i better go to hibernation state for tis weekends... slp n slp... zZzzz
yea so finally... i like to end wif a few sentences... SCREW DE CHINESE HOD LA... LAST MIN DEN TELL US TMR GT ORAL... FRI ORAL WED AFTERNOON DEN SAY... BLOODY HELL LA... WASTE OUR TIME... ORAL SO MUCH FOR WAT??? IDIOTIC...
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