Screw my Internet... keep having wat ip address conflict wif another system on de network... den dunno wat shit... cut off my internet... every 30 sec... wth... heng now stable le... conflict conflict conflict... dam f***ed up... i hate de word CONFLICT~!!!
Nvm... tis weekend nth much... sat went sch took IFC n re-drill mutual... in d end drill mutual i only add 1 mark... frm 41 to 42... haiz... den IFC i got only 38... haiz... total 80/100... nvm... 1 step nearer to my 2SG... but i can't c y some things happen... y would i... well nvm... suffer in silence it's such a gd feeling... argh... i simply luv toturing myself... so nxt step is to chiong for OOC... nt Out Of Course but Overall Outstanding Cadet in spec course... well i dun think i can get... so how abt platoon best... or even flight best is ok le... u c... during spec course we will b split up into at least 2 platoons... den inside ea platoons... dere r a number of flights... yea so dats all... i wan something... at least some recognitions... to mend my broken heart... well it sounds like i m unsatisfied... but nvm... yes i m... so wat abt it? wat can i do? nth actually... so y bother? i juz carry on doing wateva i think i want to do... n i feel it's right... of coz nt commiting crimes... i wun b dat stupid... well... yea i'm a noob... so wat? maybe i should care less of wat ppl think abt me... compare so much for? wat d i get? work so hard for? I juz simply hate de word CONFLICT n de word BIAS... dats all... tis 2 r de worst a human can b... y m i typing all tis? i oso dunno... yea so screw myself... n screw life... dats all...
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